Seriously , in this life ... I've just realised that i've regretted doing and deciding HELL lot of things wrongly ! & seriously , till today ... I REALLY REALLY REGRETTED many many tiny-winy things which made me really fed-up with myself .
OH WHATEVER fuckfuckfuck luhhhhhhhh .

N'ways , couldn't sleep well last night . Don't ask me why cos , its natural at times for me to be unable to sleep , so yeah :D So as a result of not sleeping well , i got up on time -.- & i nearly slept in the toilet =x HAHAH ! than got prepared and everything . Didn't meet up with granny today as she wasn't feeling well . So went straight to meet mummmmy , while i was on the phone with her (((: what a great morning to start a day with :D
Reached schoool , first thing we went to the toilet & i gave mummmy her spongebob SHIRTTTT [: omfgggg DAMNIT , i'm like so so so in love with that shirt now :D HOHOHO~ Than had morning assembly in class as it was threatening to start raining .
First was Science .. Didn't fall asleep at all (((: i was a goood girl . As today's lesson i really could laugh my ass out ! We were taught by mdmTAN bout "ATOM'S FAMILY" , it sounds like adam's family So she came out with this ATOM'S song -.- ROFLMAO! we were all like laughing out loud loud while she sang it luhhhh~ PIANG ! but i was entertained during her lessons , so yeahh ((:
After science was CPA & after cpa was PE .. today is GAMES day for us [: So we ran one round of school & than got ready to play captain's ball lorhs (((: Today's game was okaeokae :D fun fun! we kept screaming & screaming like nobody's business !*screaaaaaaamms :D*
Than got dressed and headed for recess than english ... and than EOA (((: mrK's slow at noticing some stuffs though =x HAHAH ! Anyways , we went up to the lab & got briefing on tmrw's N level coursework and also did one question on excel ... tsk tsk tsk , both CPA & EOA'S coursework is like so so so so so so so so so so so blady sooooon luhhhhhhhh~ ROOARRR . i dont want time to fly pass so soooon -.- RAAAA RAAAAAAAAAAA~
After school ended we went to bubble tea to grab something to bite , and than went under block again to shout shout shout :D HAHAH ! alright not really shouted luhh but gossiped gossiped again =))) ROFLMAO! its fun with three of them ! LOLLLLLL~ after than wanling & joleen gotta be back in school for guitar lorhs so went to some under block with mummmmy . I did a lil of my ussw while she was asleeep -.- HAHAH ! than not long later we walked home lorhs as i was feeeeeling damn damn TIRED ! hahaha .

*anyways , mummmmmy dont worry too much alright . GODMA & GODPA will be alright sooon i guess . Let them continue to have their cold war first , & definitely have faith that both of them will forgive each other ! so yarhh , cry cry cry all you want ... but not to forget , their still the ones that brought you up since young ... and also , that woman is the one that carried you around in her tummy for NINE FULL MONTHS . After all everyone isn't that perfect . And will definitely have their own bad points so yeahh . Let god have the final say . & most importantly , remember this ... whats yours will be yours ,whats yours no matter how hard you fight for it .. it'll never be yours (((: *

alright people :D thats all for now . I'm gonna get started on my USSW hahah !
& I'm definitely turning in early early today [: HAHAH .
TOODLES ...

Well wells , for today's shoppping with mama & grandma ... i have NO COMPLAINS at all :D i just love your godma man , mummmmy :D HAHAH . alright alright i've settled all my clothes & even shoes for the first day of chinese new year ((((: YAYYYYY ~ i bought a tube dress , which idk how many times am i gonna wear that one time perhaps ? HAHAH . i hope that i'll be needing it like twice ? or more lorhs xDD & i got myself a cookie monster shirt & also a spongeeebobb shirt [: WEEEEEE . i'm satisfied today .
In the morning , mama dragged me out of bed at bout 10+ -.- which was like hell early ... All i needed is restrestrest on Saturdays & Sundays luhhhhh . but wthhhh just for chinese new year i gotta shop for clothes like fuck . tsk tsk tsk ! So got no choice but to get ready prepared & waited for grandma's call lorhs . After that , went to fetch them . Headed to bugis . My grandpa's going somewhere further , so he alighted and than we headed to bugis streeeeet (((: the only sadsad thing was that most of the shops hasn't even open at all when we're there at bout 12+ -.- SHOPSHOPSHOP & walking here there here there and i definitely was like sweating like fcuk =.= couldn't stand the heat . So quickly got my stuffs & off we go . Talked & accompanied mummmmmy on the phone , yadaaa yaadaa than got a bite that the foood court and after which headed home lorhs :D here i am waiting for mama's lesson to be over at bout 4+ [:

thats all for today :D BYEBYEBYE .

N'ways ,









I wish that you'll come to my rescue that night ..

AHYOZ , its just simply like history repeating itself -.-
RAAA RAAAAAAA ~ why are people just like that ? why cant they just like MYOB . It really really really A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G luhh . When its like -.- NOT THEIR PROBLEM AT ALL , and they must poke their nose , ears , hands , mouth , legs -.- oh whatever it is .. they're just such an idiot luhhh~ sorry i have to use that word but seriously , cant you use your oh-so-smart brain before spreading SUCH RUMORS ... Its seriously , childish cant you simply grow up and use a lil of your brain to think whether is it useful , useless or whatever ? alright im not here to poke my nose mouth or whatever into this situation .. but seriously , that person that you're spreading bout is doing the RIGHT THING luhhhh ~ grow up please ... HEH i really dont know whats going thru her / him or maybe even his mind =.= SHOOOO irritating to know . but ahyoz , just grow up i was once like you people -.- but hahah looking back .. Its seriously one word .. P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C :D , yayy .
Ohwells , why are such things happening now and than -.-

N'ways was really bored bored again . no online was online at that very moment .. i dont know where everyone went .. hahah xDD TSK TSK TSK simply just wanna get out of house reallyyyyyy sooon . IM DYING HERE )): alright alright was flipping thru albums & i saw some really memorable pic-CHAS mama have kept for me :D HAHAH .
i really miss those times ..





















Baby ily , & imy alot .

I'm not sure if you know what i really want ..
Dont push me to my limits please ..

I think i'm recovering-ing fast fast :D - & i like it .. HAHAH .
BOOHOOO . But still i'm not allowed to be out so sooon -.- cos those small small popps have not fully recovered yet . & wthhhhh idk when it will heal totally luhhh~ *wineeee-innng* Alright alright . But mama told me that my face is better now . i really dont know is it a "better" or better ? hahah xDD But really , it still hurts quite ABIT ))): *BOOHOOOO*
OHH YESHH , before i continue any of my nonsense ...



WEEEEEEEEEE :D
HAPPPPPY HAPPPPY BIRTHHDAY . Wells , neeed dedications ? HAHAH -.- Ohwells , godma uhh .. Getting older by a year today . So please reduce your shouting already kae . And shooooo Sorry that i cant personally say "HAPPPY BIRTHDAY" to you .. but just simply over the phone .. SORRY EHS .. and thanks for taking care of me this few short months of being my god-ma :D THANKYOU so so muchhh =x felt kinda blessed yeah . HAHAH . & ahyoz thats bout all , idk what to say already . hahaha but still Have a great great and wonderful & blessed & fulfilled & careful & alright thats enough .. YEAR AHEAD (((: LOLLLLL~ No matter what you do .. Satisfy your needs and put others infront of you :D thats all .
thankyou thankyou .. errhmmm :D

HOHOHO~ i feel so naggy after saying all that . But its okae (((: Slept for like three times today . Feel ubber tired , so just lie on the bed and fell deep into my sleep .. HAHAH =x mummmmy's still sleeping -.- TSK TSK TSK . not sure what time is she gonna msg me . ROOARRR . anyways just a =.= news from mama that i was suppose to attend whatever award presentation this morning at 10+ to collect some edu-save thing . But i was down with this virus . So she wrote to whoever whoever for Penelope Lim to be excuse-ed lorhs . I was like "Oh really?" i've never received sucha thing in my life perhaps .
Ohwells , anyways its over . & It raining and its pouring heavily now . tsk tsk tsk . STOP MY TEMPTATIONS ! )))): *boohooo* .

N'ways , i'll end here for now :D BYEBYEBYE .

I miss you even more & even more especially when i think of you ..

DEAR LORD ,
Do you even know that i'm starting to hate _ _ _ alot alot . Cant _ _ tell that i cant breathe after all this shiat ? If she's _ _ _ by than , i'll jolly well let go & she better hold _ _ _ tight & give _ _ _ all the love _ _ needs . Wells , that girl got everything that i've to leave w/o . I bet she's beautiful that girl _ _ _ in love with .

; I dont mean it .. But whats definite is , Ask me to stay when i ask you that question & i'll definitely stay ...

Its currently the THIRD DAY .. & im still NOT allowed to leave this place -.- & eating porridge like every branch [its breakfast cum lunch for me] tsk tsk tsk shoooo sickening & shooo irritating . i hate this feeeling seriously . why cant i recover fasterr .. & tomorrow is a SATURDAY! Its a day that i'll be like going out -.- but currently .. being in this situation .. Its impossible ))): gaaaahhhhhhhhhhh n'ways i slept the WHOLE DAY thru -.- Alright i'm all the while at home doing nothing .. So there isn't any interesting entertaining amazing things happening to post about hahah .


N'ways , my sweeties & lovelies wrote me some individual "get well soon" letters hahah awwwwwh , thats so swwweeet of them! xDD But too bad , they cant visit me neither can we meet up ))))): *sobs* Dont worry ~ i'll takecare of myself & we'll be back strong strong very soooon (((: hahah .
i've replied you people already .. i'll place it at the same place collect it some time sooon yeahh :D

* Stop bad-mouthing me alright .. Though i dont know know who you people are .. But please mind your own business .. I've said before -.- STOP SPREADING bout this this & that that . If you're really unhappy with me or whoever.. Just stop bothering us & seriously we wont hurt -.- But no matter what... If our guess is right or wrong . Just stop whatever you're doing before everything is too late yeahh ((:

Itchy itchy itchy ))): tsk tsk tsk the pain & the itchy-ness is killing me ! ROOAARRR . Temperature's going up & down .. Currently fever's back and i've nothing to do luhhhh . I feel so shag -.- though im like in bed for the whole day ... So bored so bored i just can't wait to return back to school [: , and i cant wait forr full recovery :D
I MISS EVERYTHING ! i miss BORING LESSONS i miss KINGSWAY GREEEEEEEENYY BOOK i miss TEXTBOOKS i miss MRLEE'S SHOUTING i miss PINNING UP HAIR i miss school's computer ... awwwhh im like missing everything everything , especially gossiping with them .. hahah . mummmmy , HIPPO , 2nd PENGUINN !!
HANDICAP PENGUIN will be back strong strong to watch Channel SAS with you guys soooon [: PENELOPE miss you guys loadss .. ))):
gaaahhhhhhhhhh . why must there be sucha thing called chicken POPPPPS ? , sickening sickening I HATE IT !
freaking hell , the feeling's real HORRIBLEEE ~


Oh yeahh , came to know that there were some people that were HAPPY that i was down with chicken pox ehs ? hahah . you laugh you laugh . GO AHEAD , you'll know who's the one suffering in future . Like i've said you'll have your retribution . SO NO WORRIES (((: Although this might be one of MY RETRIBUTION .. cos i myself know that i've been evil at times :D HAHAH so .. yeahh .. Needless for you people to know who those pathetic people are .. But they jolly well know best what were they thinking of luhhhh (((: hahah , and oh please if you're really rejoicing celebrating or whatever that im sick ... than please shhhhuuuu OFF / buzzzzz OFF with your oh-so-pathetic sympathy for Penelope yeahh .. THANKS ALOT luhhhhhhhh but .. i rather you mind your own business & i mind mine [:
I'm really feeling unwell so i will NEVER let sucha thing affect myself :D

Today is once again Sunday ..
the last day of the week ~ & Tmrw is back to school already -.-

Woke up in the morning . Found out that i was alone at home again . & Its was about 10+ . Ate a little bit for breakfast & than i got sticked to the teevee set until bout afternoon when i was called to wait for mama to go over to grandma's house for lunch .. Walked all the way back myself after my stomach was filled :D
Reached homed . Sticked to the teevee again & munnchh-ed as my stomach wasnt totally filled =x HAHAH .. Not long later mummmmy came over ((: Whiles , didn't do anything much when she came lorhhhhs .. Only sticking to the teevee to watch Romantic Princess [: awwwwhh .. I just love that show . Alright i think , i like almost all the shows that i've watched ((: Princess , Princess =.= LOLLLLLLLLLLL~ Mummmmmy liked the show too . So she accompanied me till the last episode :D DAMN ! Didn't manage to watch finish cos was time that i should be over at grandma's place -.- what a wrong timing .. gaaahhhhhhhhhhh !
Walked muuummmmmmy all the way down & we went on separate ways .. I went to grandma's place and she went home . Upon reaching , everyone was like asking "Where's your mom? never come over to eat?" - as she wasn't there with me . So obviously my replied was she's resting at home & she isn't feeling very well & yadaaa yaadaaaaaa ~ Best still , everyone already knew the reason -.- & they still asked .. Same same , after filling my tummmy than went home (((:


Thats all ((:
Sorry didn't camwhore today . As you know , we've been watching teevee :D
HAHAH . alright BYEBYEBYE [:

yesterday didn't get to countdown with my friends )):
Ohwells , will do it for 2009 perhaps ? LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL~
Before anything , once again HAPPY NEWW YEARR EVERYONE [: Goood health good hhealthh & wealth to you & your family :D . Have a Blessed & smoooth going year ahead =)))
Its the start of EVERYTHING NEWW ~ [what about the things between us ? ]
Next up will be the Countdown for Chinese New Year ((:

N'ways .. for now i'll end till here :D
Might be going over to mummmy's hse later on ..
School is reopening tomorrow )): Holidays are once again over .. & this year will be a "nightmare" for us though ..

i want i want , & i want to be YOURS :D

You're my NASTY LITTLE reason that i ever had... ((: